Do That To Me One More Time...

I re-discovered something that perhaps I had been taking for granted.

Well, maybe not ALL the time, but I am telling you, sick for over a week after it had been over a week since the last one, has made me realize just how much I really need it.

Once I was back on my feet the first thing I wanted was to be right off my feet and thrown across his lap for a damn good long spanking but it hasn't happened yet, but hopefully over this weekend.

I feel like I am going crazy. It is all I can think about. I look at the weirdest things and wonder what it would be like to be spanked with it. I would never act on it, but I am looking at every good looking guy and wondering about the strength of his arms and hands and how his thighs would feel underneath me. I jump at any sound that is even slightly similar to that of a hand or paddle meeting flesh. At work, when sitting down, without even thinking about it, I sometimes find myself squirming in my seat, almost like my bottom is remembering how good it feels like when it is hot and stingy from a good spanking. And the near constant arousal, I have taken to carrying a couple extra panties in my purse just in case.

This is the longest I have gone without a spanking since we started the act and I can tell you, this feels like real withdrawal. Sure most of it is of the mental nature rather than the physical shakes and sweats of drugs withdrawal, but it has left me in no doubt about it. I am addicted to spanking.

Do any of you believe you have an addiction to spanking? Do you find yourself going thru these withdrawallike symptoms if you have gone without for a while?

Those of you that do the spanking, do you feel like you are addicted to it? How does going without spanking for a while affect you?